Erin Nicolai

Photo by: Nean Alstreim

A/N: Another one made for Nean’s RP.


Nean is the type to give her all.

That’s why she will never fall in love. She is the one who loves harder than anyone. The one who pours a hundred percent of herself to some lucky person on Earth. She’s the girl who’ll love unconditionally and loyally, but she’s not a girl anymore, is she? She’s just fun and games now; she could also be kisses and condoms. It sounds immature but she likes the control she has over her life, and she’s not about to ruin it with some petty thing called love.

She maybe a coward or just some girl with trust issues, but it’s just her defense mechanism. She’s only protecting herself, because she knows she’ll break if she falls in love. It’s stupid, really, but Nean knows her limits. She should know, because she is the type to give her all.

The cinnamon roll that must be protected by the world.

She may be a hermit when it comes to love but she sure is undeniably irresistible. She makes everyone love her, with her hair that’s spun from bronze, and brown–hot choco brown–eyes that sparkle when she smiles, shy or sly, nobody’s exactly sure. But then, the next thing you will know, you’re trapped in her delicious hold. Trapped may not be the right word because you fell of your own volition, but oh well, you’ll love her forever.

The Birth of Nean

Nean Alstreim: Ceto, Goddess of Sea Monsters

A/N: Posted with permission. I made this for my cousin who does roleplay on Facebook and Tumblr. Disclaimer: I do not own Nean, Tiriel, and Ardyn.


It wasn’t advised to travel the seas on her final term of pregnancy, but Tiriel had been adamant that she be aboard the ship Ashayam and see the beauty of the edge of Etro for herself. The mortal wife of Ardyn had been whisked to all corners of Etro except one, where the world ends and souls depart.

Ardyn had insisted that he show her his mother’s beauty before they depart for the mortal blue world of Earth. Tiriel had readily agreed and through nine months of travel, her stomach grew as her eyes gratified Etro.

This last journey wouldn’t be as peaceful it seems. Ardyn finds this mortal wife of his unbending even with her impending birth. He finds it amusing still, so he acquiesced. Looking at the horizon, he feels that he should have pressed harder for a month of respite. He should have insisted that they wait for the child first.

But that wouldn’t matter now. Not when below deck, he hears Tiriel scream.

The winds began to pick up, faster and harsher, howling with the salt of the seas. Waves began to come and go, bigger and stronger, until the Ashayam was rocking on its axis and groaning with the effort to stay above water.

Ardyn is thrown onto the wooden deck as he rushes to his wife. Sprays of sea water lashes onto the ship, the rain bullets down on him. He regrets to have brought no crew with them when he thought he could helm the ship on his own. How foolish he’d been.

He hears Tiriel scream again, having him pray Artemis not now. But the child is blood of the sea; this is what the waves whisper to him. Ardyn fears he’ll have to call the monsters beneath for their protection even though none of the beasts bow to him. No sea monster will for his father had killed Leviathan, the sea goddess of the old world.

Ardyn lowers the mast; the wind wouldn’t carry them far if the cloth gets ripped. They will ride the waves. Move with the storm. He cannot go against it, nor can he go around. The sea chose this moment to raise this tempest; it must be a plot to exact revenge on him and his kin. There can be no other reason.

Ardyn!” Tiriel calls with a hiss, the contractions coming in as sure as the waves.

Dropping the ropes, Ardyn rushes to her below deck. She is there on the floorboards, back on a barrel and her skirt wet. Her water broke. Cursing and brushing back her hair, Ardyn tries to soothe her. 

“Sh-she’s coming! Ahh!” Tiriel gasps and then groans. “Take me up.”

Ardyn didn’t understand her request. It was dangerous above, the winds too harsh and the spray of seawater too cruel for her to endure. But Tiriel insists. She stands up herself without his help.

What are you doing?” Ardyn couldn’t stop himself from hissing in disbelief.

“They must–agh–they must see her!” Tiriel hobbles to the stairs and hauls herself over the deck.

Ardyn follows her, assisting her and despite antagonizing her actions, he doesn’t stop her.

“Call the sea, Ardyn.” She pants, settling on the root of the mast. The storm soaking her. The ship rocks when a wave crashes on the starboard side, throwing her to the floor.

“I can’t have those monsters–“

Call. The sea!” Tiriel screams as another contraction hits her right in the middle of settling back on the mast.

Ardyn watches her with horror on his face. She knows how this must go. She knows how their child will come to this world. He knows he must follow her and yet, the curse of the war pulls him back. What if the monsters reject him? Reject their child? 

His dallying stops when another wave crashes the ship. The sound of wood creaking and splitting has him running on the edge of the deck, listening to what Tiriel ordered. If this storm and the sea monsters doesn’t kill him, his wife will.

He hears her scream in agony again and he looks back at her one last time before starting the ritual. The call of the sea.